Ohhh I just feel how the ideas are coming in my mind ;)) I felt inspired after reading my best friend's blog and after taking a bath... and now ready, steady, go:
I hate the way time passes too quickly when I am happy and too slowly when I am tearing upart
I hate the fact that I am so selfish
I hate the fact that what was supposed to be a good thing turned up in being something really ugly and that I end up in losing a friend (or at least I thought it was)
I hate I am jobless
I hate I am depressed again
I hate I had to say goodbye one more time to my boyfriend who is too far away now
I hate that we can not be together after all this time
I hate all of his ex girlfriends and all the girls who want to be with him although they know he has a girlfriend (that is ME)
I hate the fact we promise things and we don't keep our word
I hate I feel so lost
I hate this moment in my life
I hate that exactly one year ago I was dancing in disco with my boyfriend and now I am so lonely...
I hate the fact that although I have good intentions I almost all the time mess things up
I hate there are no new episodes of Gossip Girl
I hate all the mistakes I have done
I hate all the time I wasted and I am still wasting
I hate the fact that I am not being able of doing something from the begining to the end... I always get lost in the middle
I hate all the 9 months spent at my last job
I hate when we fight on the internet and he can end the call by clicking one button and I can not do anything about it
I hate the fact I have become so insecure
I hate I am so afraid of the future or better said the lack of it
I hate I have nothing secure in my life... not even a goal
I hate I can not dream beautiful things anymore...
I hate this huge sadness I feel in my soul
I begin to hate what I've become. There you go... hate, hate, hate double hate for all of you who know Grinch ;))
xo
